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The Promise

Posted: September 21, 2014 by gerardloh in Storyboard

This is a story about my mentor

My second posting was one I dreaded the most – O&G

I remember it quite vividly.

It was my first day reporting for duty at the O&G department. Having just came back from a long CNY break, I wasn’t upbeat about this.

The steps were similar, first find the department’s PA, fill in forms…and ooh wait, something different. This time, we were assigned MENTORS.

Ofcourse, prior to the posting, we would ask friends who had passed the posting. How is it like? Who’s the fiercest MO? Who to watch out for? It was always exciting to join a new department.

One by one our names were called. And then came my turn.  I got Dr R.  And yes, she was one of the most feared ones. Gulp!

Tagging in O&G was different. There was a list of things you had to do and a viva with your mentor to pass – including delivering 10 babies.

There were about 10 of us new HOs. So the rat race began. I was never the outspoken HO, and didnt like racing with the rest, so I was quite left behind.

I didnt have the best luck in O&G. While waiting for my potential victims to complete my list, they usually ended up going for a EMLSCS…or a Vacuum delivery! That’s when I met my mentor the first time. She performed the VAD, and I stood there starring at her.  Is this the right time to say hello? Looking at her, she had that aura too..

Suddenly she turned around and looked at me, with those stern, fiery and experienced eyes….and then ignored me, and called for another senior HO to assist.
That’s it lah- I thought. Gone…

Needless to say, I did not dare to approach her as the days gone by..Alas it was time for my assessment…with my mentor.

I gathered all my strength and nervously went up to her – Hello Dr, errr…we are your mentees…(me and wife)…
What came next was something I wish to forget. The thing I call the HAIR DRYER. It was dreadful. I never looked at her face, but I assume it was full of fire and anger.
She stormed off after giving me a piece of her mind, and left us with a certain “promise”.

I was at fault. I admit it. I had waited till assessment day to introduce myself to my mentor! A week after starting at the dept.  I was terrified at the sight of her, what more to approach her.

Eventually, Dr R cooled down, and was REALLY a cool mentor. All of my first times were with her…my first caesar, ectopic…what a coincidence, no?
O&G was the most eventful and disastrous posting for me, but I took comfort in my mentor, and she defended me, and guided me to the finish line. She may have a fiery temper, but deep inside, I saw a confident and caring lady.  She was always approachable and I discovered the funny side of her.

She never really fulfilled her “promise”, and in fact it was the complete opposite.

 

Ever since then, I always remembered the important lesson.  Always introduce yourself to your bosses, and mentor!

 

 

Thank you Dr R, my mentor, my friend.  This is for you

laugor

 

The Malignant

Posted: September 21, 2014 by gerardloh in Storyboard

I remember my first day vividly.

It was a fine day in October. Having successfully appealed my choice of hospital, I was quite upbeat, and a little nervous.
This is the day we have been waiting for ever since reading medicine. Am I ready for this? No.

We first assembled at the Jabatan Pentadbiran office, and were soon directed to a small meeting room. There were about 30 of us new House Officers.
Some of them happened to be my university mates, how wonderful.

After the usual filling in forms and other materials, the question was finally dropped upon us. Which department do you want to begin your journey?

Which department? Hmm..Some of them started chattering – Oh, I must start with medical first, then I have the basics for the remaining postings. Oh I want Surgical first, because I love Greys Anatomy….and things like that.

Me? Absolutely no idea. I was never someone who planned anything. Eventually, it came down to lucky draws. My gosh, at that moment, all I was hoping for was not to be separated with my girl (wife now, eventually we completed all the postings together :) ).

Alas, we drew the lots, tabled the results. Orthopaedics it was! And the same for my girl and uni mates. Here we go!

So we left the office and were instructed to head to our respective departments – The Pejabat Pakar.
Finding our way to the office, I saw photos of previous housemen, pictures of our future Bosses, it was intense.
After meeting the PA and filling more forms, we headed to the wards to meet the House Officer Captain. (The usual steps when moving to a new dept)

At the ward, we met the house captains. Dr Annuar and Rina. He welcomed us and gave an interesting briefing – the proper attire, what time we start, and that we are all colleagues, no need to call each other by Dr___ , simple things like that.  Next came another revelation. He had to divide us into 2 groups. He needed 4 brave people to join him at the female ward, while the rest, to the male ward. The thing was, there was a certain Doctor let’s call her DR L. She was the scariest Medical Officer in the department. Oh sh*t. I heard these stories before…bosses giving the hair dryer treatment and all. But somehow, I ended up volunteering along with my 3 uni mates.

So off we trotted to ward 5C. Looking left and right, we saw them, the patients..some with weird equipment stuck to their foot, some with no limbs!  Some with rotten hands, and what was that smell??

And then there she was, Dr L, putting on a stern, black face and starring at each one of us. I could feel the aura. OMG, she looked like she wanted to eat us up.
After a nervy Hello~ from us, she put on a forced smile, and then looked away without a word. Oh sh*t what did I get myself into.

The rest of the day was about following rounds, and learning to use the computer system,  attempting our first procedures. It wasnt easy!  We started tagging – working from 7am till 10pm everyday, for 2 weeks. Deprieved of sleep and proper meals, we strived and struggled, trying to read thick text books. There were no guidelines for us new “taggers”.

At last, we passed our first assessment and started the full time HO job. Fortunately, we had very friendly and helpful senior HOs – Annuar, Rita, Vijay, Sheng, Munira, Hidir, Adilia, Syed…just to name a few.

 

Months went on, there were interesting encounters, Grand ward rounds, interesting cases, assessments, VIVA…I started writing notes for HOs …and then came the end of the posting.

We had a farewell party, and plenty of fun. When the last portion of chicken briyani was eaten and the last sirap drunk, then came a funny question for all of us.

Who was your favourite MO?

Looking back on the first day, and then today, there was no doubt, my answer was Dr L!
Ofcourse we were terrified at the sight of her at first, eventually she softened and became my favourite MO, and friend.

 

That’s it. My first day and first posting

It has always been my favourite moments in my HO life.  The pace at orthopedics was perfect for newcomers like us to practise basic procedures.
The medical officers and specialist were always approachable and helpful.

But it wasn’t easy at first. That’s when I decided to compile notes for the newcomers.

I was never the brilliant HO, but as I completed my postings, I always left them with a piece of my heart – the HO guide.

 

How was your first day? Your first encounter with the fierce MO?

 

 

NEW – TBCP Guide

Posted: April 11, 2014 by gerardloh in Medicine

tbcpguideDOWNLOAD : TBCP guide

Dear friend and colleagues,

I’ve just uploaded my latest work, the TBCP guide. This guide is intended for Medical Officers working in Klinik Kesihatan with TBCP. Managing TB cases especially for the first time can be confusing and time consuming to read up. This guide includes important points and simple tables to aid your everyday work at the TBCP.

Remember, always refer to your TB CPG for official guidelines

Incomplete A&E guide

Posted: November 7, 2013 by gerardloh in A & E

Dear friends,
Thank you for following our blog. As you all know, I will be leaving for Sarawak to continue my service as a medical officer there.

I’ve been working on the ED guide, however I had to put it on hiatus as I was trying to appeal my posting, which in the end was not so fruitful.

Well, so far I have done some short notes for Triage, Trauma, Basic USG, log roll…

Ofcourse there’s so much more to write but as I am leaving for Sarawak tmr, I hope this first few chapters will help you adapt in your new posting.

ED GUIDE (Trauma)

Don’t count so much on this version, it’s INCOMPLETE, will finish the guide once I have settled down in Sarawak.

All the best, dear new HOs, have a great service.

Yours trully.

Gerard

New peds HO guide

Posted: June 6, 2013 by gerardloh in Paediatrics

Dear friends,

I have completed my latest peds HO Guide. Again, it is an early version which requires proof reading. Kindly assist me in this and correct me if I am wrong.

May this collection help you in your pediatrics posting. Will add on more topics when time permits in the near future. Right now, I’m off to A and E! Cheers

Additional notes by Dr Goh Kiam Seong

pedsho

Surgical HO Guide

Posted: February 17, 2013 by gerardloh in Surgery

Dear friends and fellow colleagues,

I compiled a new surgical guide, however it is not as complete as I like it to be as Surgical was quite an eventful posting, I was rather busy till the end. I have now moved on to my 5th posting…hence I doubt I’ d have any time to check and update it anytime soon. Nevertheless, I’m sharing it and hopefully it may be of some help. Will update it again once I’m free. Do let me know if there are any mistakes or things to add on. Thanks!

hoguide

The “gangnam” cartoon is in celebration of the Surgical Night, memories which will remain with me for a long time to come. Not to forget the lion dance. Thank you General Surgery Hospital Ampang! My favourite posting so far.

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Gong Xi Fa Chai!

New medical HO guide (unedited version)

Posted: November 3, 2012 by gerardloh in Medicine

Dear friends,

I have completed the compilation of my medical HO guide. However, in view that Medical is such a wide field, I have not included quite a number of topics as yet.

Hopefully, in the near future, I will be able to add on to the list of topics, including procedures.

This compilation is not yet reviewed by any Medical officers or specialists and may contain unavoidable errors.

For now, I hope this compilation will be able to assist you in your daily work as a medical HO.

Dedicated to all my mentors and staff at Hospital Ampang.


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